If we meet again..

I wouldn’t know whether to approach you or act as if I didn’t notice you at all. I wouldn’t know whether to say hi or hello. I wouldn’t know whether to give you a big smile, half smile, or casual smile. I wouldn’t know whether to run up and hug you or just shake your hand. I wouldn’t know whether to act excited or remain calm. I wouldn’t know whether to say how much I’ve missed you or how much we’ve drifted apart from each other. I wouldn’t know whether or not I should end the conversation short because you have somewhere else to go or if you want to continue talking. I wouldn’t know whether I should ask for your new number or just let you walk away again. I don’t exactly know what I would do if we meet again but I’m definitely not looking forward to it.