Timeline

4 months ago, I didn't know you.

I was my typical self who never take relationships seriously. The kind in which I get to have fleeting feelings for some random people and that’s about it. Getting to know them, flirt texting and all the what-not. Everything in my world was so messed up and that was the only legit reason I could find for me to get away.

3 months ago, I got confused.

I’d never been attracted to someone else in the way I was attracted to you. I mean I’ve always had crushes, but it has always been a passing hot bod, or just someone to stare at and let it pass. But you, you were different. I wanted to know you. I wanted to know everything about you. I wanted to see you and talk to you every day. And I realized if you were around, I couldn't stop myself from staring at you. You make me smile like an idiot without you even trying. You make me want to go to work all day. You serve as my inspiration. And I never realized, with each passing day, I’ve grown attached to you. You were a habit that’s becoming so hard to break.

2 months ago, you’ve changed.

Things got complicated. The way you talk to me, the silent treatment you’ve shown. No more calls and text messages, you were obviously avoiding me. You told me something’s bothering you but you didn’t have to act like a jerk who just make my life centered around you and then leave me hanging. I felt so pathetic that I kept on remembering the times on how my day would start right just by getting a text from you in the morning. How I missed your smell every time I tried to hug you from behind without being so obvious. I miss riding on your motorbike. I missed all of that and so much more of that time. But eventually, I accepted the fact that you were just pretty much another guy passing in my life. You were like a shooting star gone in an instant. I started to suppress my emotions and the feelings were stating to fade. I still thought of you at times but not as much anymore and I was honestly okay with it. At least that’s what I thought.

A month ago, you’re back.

You have a funny way of worming your way back into my life once I’ve worked so hard to forget about you. You’re back to the usual you and I tried so hard to brush you off but I can’t seem to resist your charm. Why of all people did I fall head over heels to someone like you? You make me happy. In fact, I’m the happiest I have been in a while. I know there’s still so much I don’t know about you but I love learning new things about you. I don’t know how this kind of relationship would end, I don’t know if this is fate, I don’t know if we’re meant to be together but this time can we just make this work?