Friendzoned

I've always been told that I deserve someone better but I never really took that advice to heart because I know that whatever I want or no matter how difficult it is, I will put my whole heart into getting it. But lately, I've been drained of the energy to hold on.

I've always wondered what I was to him. We were more than friends but less than lovers. He made sure to show me a fine line between those two. I was there when he needed a partner to watch movies with. He had my support from day 1 when he was about to take the boards. I even helped him in any possible ways I could. He knows I liked him. I gave him several hints but I didn't want to appear pushy and I want him to feel like I’m one of those people he could count on. The one that would completely understand everything he was going through and maybe, just maybe, he will somehow feel the same way if I would be lucky enough.

Then something happened. Waking up one day and realizing he only saw me as a friend, only just a friend. It was obvious. I just kept pretending that I was more, but I never really was. I’d always remind myself that if I was patient enough, I’d start to mean something. But I didn't really mean that much to him. After months of waiting, nothing happened. Nothing changed. He still talked to me like I’m of those special people in his life. But the fact that he made me feel special did not necessarily indicate that I was. Later, I could feel myself slowly falling into the friend zone, as if I had not already been there in the first place. So I’ll give up. I’ll try to stop looking at him the way I always did. Eventually, I stopped initiating conversations. I was weak. I had too much pride to admit that I could not be friends with him because I’m always going to want more. How selfish of me to do this to anyone. Doing this will be incredibly difficult. But we were never anything to begin with. I know the hardest part of my decision is that I’ll miss him. And honestly, I’m pretty sure that he won’t miss me. He won’t contact me or perhaps he’ll be afraid of doing so, but if he cares enough, he would eventually. I was afraid to do this sooner because I could not accept the fact that he didn't feel the same way. I know it was a huge possibility but I didn't want to believe it. But sometimes, we need the truth no matter how much it hurts and I couldn't wait on him forever selflessly.

It hurts to know that someday I’ll just become a memory. But maybe, this is the way it’s supposed to end. Maybe, I have to learn that being friends with someone you have irrevocable feelings for is self torture and unnecessary. At least with him out of the picture this early, I won’t be losing much. For now, the only person who has my attention is myself. I believe I have lost self respect at some point so this time, I’ll be finding my way back. 

I just want to be enough for you, but I never can be..

Timeline

4 months ago, I didn't know you.

I was my typical self who never take relationships seriously. The kind in which I get to have fleeting feelings for some random people and that’s about it. Getting to know them, flirt texting and all the what-not. Everything in my world was so messed up and that was the only legit reason I could find for me to get away.

3 months ago, I got confused.

I’d never been attracted to someone else in the way I was attracted to you. I mean I’ve always had crushes, but it has always been a passing hot bod, or just someone to stare at and let it pass. But you, you were different. I wanted to know you. I wanted to know everything about you. I wanted to see you and talk to you every day. And I realized if you were around, I couldn't stop myself from staring at you. You make me smile like an idiot without you even trying. You make me want to go to work all day. You serve as my inspiration. And I never realized, with each passing day, I’ve grown attached to you. You were a habit that’s becoming so hard to break.

2 months ago, you’ve changed.

Things got complicated. The way you talk to me, the silent treatment you’ve shown. No more calls and text messages, you were obviously avoiding me. You told me something’s bothering you but you didn’t have to act like a jerk who just make my life centered around you and then leave me hanging. I felt so pathetic that I kept on remembering the times on how my day would start right just by getting a text from you in the morning. How I missed your smell every time I tried to hug you from behind without being so obvious. I miss riding on your motorbike. I missed all of that and so much more of that time. But eventually, I accepted the fact that you were just pretty much another guy passing in my life. You were like a shooting star gone in an instant. I started to suppress my emotions and the feelings were stating to fade. I still thought of you at times but not as much anymore and I was honestly okay with it. At least that’s what I thought.

A month ago, you’re back.

You have a funny way of worming your way back into my life once I’ve worked so hard to forget about you. You’re back to the usual you and I tried so hard to brush you off but I can’t seem to resist your charm. Why of all people did I fall head over heels to someone like you? You make me happy. In fact, I’m the happiest I have been in a while. I know there’s still so much I don’t know about you but I love learning new things about you. I don’t know how this kind of relationship would end, I don’t know if this is fate, I don’t know if we’re meant to be together but this time can we just make this work?

"I don't know how we started, We just clicked"

When you say bye to a friend, there is this sadness that derives from not being able to see them, but the little voice in your head and in your heart reassures you that this is only the first of hundreds of goodbyes with that friend. They will be a part of your life, and there will be times apart like with any other person, but you know for a fact that you’ll keep coming to each other.

I don't really feel sad right now, nor empty so don't feel sad either coz friends are friends and your heart knows more than anyone when it will be a forever thing. 

Have a safe flight, Boi. I'll miss you. See you soon! Love you! Apas lang nya ko, daghan naku'g apasunon dira. ;)

Xoxo,
Koi.


P.S. Wa koy laing picture! Hahahaha. Ug charbakii ra kaayu akong post! Hahaha

Dear Crush

Boy, do I wish I would’ve met you a lot sooner. Our crushing has turned into much more lately. I really appreciate you and everything you do. I know every morning I can wake up and have a message of some sort from you and it starts my day off with a smile. I can depend on you to keep that smile on my face throughout the day as well. You’re a great person and I do believe I’m beginning to fall in love with you. :)

Reblogged.. just because it's beautifully written..

The Meantime Girl

April 10, 2007 by imogen

She`s the one you call when you`re bored because she makes you laugh. She`s the one you talk to when you`re feeling down because she`s willing to lend an ear and be a friend. She`s not the one you call when you need a date to your company`s Christmas party, or to go dancing with on a Saturday night. She`s the one you spend time with between girlfriends, before you find `The One`. You know, the one you keep in the MEANTIME.

She`s not one of the guys, not a tomboy, but you don`t look at her as a “real” woman, either. She`s not bitchy enough, moody enough, or sexy enough to be seen in the light. She`s too laid-back, too easily amused by the same things your male buddies are amused by. She’s too understanding, too comfortable. Doesn’t make you feel nervous or excited the way a `real` woman does. But she`s cool, nice and funny, and attractive enough that when you`re lonely and need intimate female companionship, she`ll do just fine.

You don`t have to wine and dine her because she knows the real you already, and you don`t have any facades to keep up, no pretense to preserve. You`re not trying to get anything of substance out of her. She`s not easy, but you know that she cares about you and is attracted to you. And you know that you don`t have to explain yourself or the situation, that she`ll be able to cope with the fact that this isn`t the beginning of a relationship or that there`s any possiblity that you have any real romantic feelings for her.

It won`t bother her that you`ll get up in the morning, put on your pants, say goodbye, and go on a date with the woman you`ve been mooning over for weeks who finally agreed to go out with you. She`ll settle for a goodbye hug and a promise to call her and tell her how the date went. She`s just so cool.. why can`t all women be like that?!

But deep down, if you really think about it (which you probably don`t.. because to you, the situation between the two of you isn`t important enough to merit any real thought) you know that it`s really not fair.

You know that although she would never say it, it hurts her to know that despite all her good points and all the fun you two have, you don`t think she`s good enough to spend any real time with. Sure, it`s mostly her fault, because she doesn`t have to give in to your needs – she could really play hard-to-get. Bitch like the rest of them do, if she really wanted to. But you and she both know that she probably couldn`t pull it off. Maybe she`s too short, or a little overweight, or has big birthmark on her forehead, or works at Taco Bell, or just really not that type.

Whatever the reason, somehow life has given her a lot of really great qualities but has left out the ones that men want (or think they want) in a woman. So she remains forever the funny friend, the steadfast companion, the secret lover, and you go on searching for your goddess who will somehow be everything you ever wanted in a woman.

You`ll joke to her that she should be the best man at your wedding, and she`ll laugh and make a joke about a smelly rental tux.

She doesn`t captivate you with her beauty, or open doors with her smile.

Mainly, she blends in with the crowd. She`s safe. She doesn`t want to be the center of attention and turn the heads of everyone in the room. But she wants to turn someone`s head. She wants to be SPECIAL to someone, too. We all do.

She has feelings. She has heart. In fact, she probably has a bigger heart than any woman you`ve ever known because she`s had a front-row seat to The Mess That Is Your Life, and she likes you anyway.

She obviously sees something worthwhile and redeeming in you because although you`ve given her nothing, absolutely no reason to still be around, she is.

http://sweetnostalgia.wordpress.com/2007/04/10/the-meantime-girl/

Because sometimes you have to step outside the person you've been and remember the person you were meant to be, the person you wanted to be, the person you are." -OTH

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I don’t know how or where to start but I need to change. I need to get over the things that have happened to me in the past. I need to be alone, without a man in my life to depend on, for once and work on bettering myself. Being alone has been my biggest fear since I was a child, even if for a short time. I need to face that fear. I need to learn to trust myself before I can ever trust anyone else.

2012

Every new year, I always say “My New Year’s resolution is to lose weight, stay in shape, or go on a healthy diet.” LOL, through all those years that I’ve said that, I never followed through with it. Food is too good to go to waste! How can I leave what makes me happy? But, this year, I’m gonna prove to myself that I’m capable of doing it. I must. I will. I’m going to maintain a healthy diet. I plan to lose at least 10 pounds. So wish me luck!

What are we?

I don’t understand this kind of relationship. Sometimes, we’re friends. Sometimes, we’re more than friends & sometimes, I’m just a stranger to you. One minute you’re talking to me as if I’m special, next minute you’re talking to me like I mean nothing to you. One day, you pay so much attention to me, the next day you almost completely ignore me. I just wish you would start making sense ‘cause I’m confused. I don’t know what you want.

Disclaimer: This post is not mine.

The Best of Me

Just finished reading The Best of Me. Damn! I knew how it was all going, that was such a twist to end and I had been flat out bawling the entire time. Nicholas Sparks has his own way of making you think that everything will be okay, but as he said in another book, "fate stepped in." And that’s what happened in this book. It is so sad, and so beautiful at the same time. My emotions have no idea what they’re doing.

It’s a good reminder that love isn’t always black and white, and things are always going to step in your way and create obstacles. Regardless, it's an amazing book. They always are.

The Best of Me (quotes)

“‎”Being together isn’t about a honeymoon. It’s about the real you and me. I want to wake up with you beside me in the mornings, I want to spend my evenings looking at you across the dinner table. I want to share every mundane detail of my day with you and hear every detail of yours. I want to laugh with you and fall asleep with you in my arms. Because you aren’t just someone I loved back then. You were my best friend, my best self, and I can’t imagine giving that up again… You might not understand but I gave you the best of me, and after you left nothing was ever the same.. I know you’re afraid, and I’m afraid too. But if we let this go, if we pretend none of this ever happened, then I’m not sure we’ll ever get another chance. We’re still young. We still have time to make this right…We still have the rest of our lives.”- Dawson (The Best of Me)

“They kissed then, first hesitantly, then more passionately, making up for a lifetime apart. She could feel his hands on her, all of her, and when they finally separated, Amanda was conscious only of how long it had been since she’d ached for this. Ached for him.”

NICHOLAS SPARKS, YOU ARE KILLING ME!

Day 6: Most annoying anime character

I think the most annoying characters that I found from all the animes I’ve watched so far are Sakura Haruno and Ino Yamanaka from Naruto. They’re weak and short tempered and they kept on blabbing about Sasuke. I’m glad Sakura got stronger in Shippuden and learned some amazing medical jutzu and possessed monstrous skills but as for Ino, she didn’t really do much. She was still as weak and annoying as ever.

Day 5: Anime character you feel you are most like or wish you were

The anime character I wish I was most like would probably be Hikari Hanazono from Special A because she’s strong willed and crazy good at everything.

The Past

People act like it is so easy to forget the past but I can tell you, it’s not! How can you forget the lies, the games or even the times you blamed yourself for that single mistake? The past can’t change, but that doesn’t make it hurt any less!

I give up

I have officially reached the point where I have come to realize that you’re not even worth it. All the sleepless nights where I would just think about you, all that time I spent talking about you when I could have done something more productive Or even those times where people would talk shit about you and I would always defend you really makes me think, “What did I ever see in you?” since the shit they said was true. You were just a waste of time. Always were, always will be..

You know that feeling where,

• You want someone to talk to you, but then you don’t want to seem desperate.
• You want to post something about your feelings, but people assume you’re looking for attention.
• You don’t want to trust, but when you do, it just usually goes downhill.
• You want to love, but even you have to admit that your past affected your perspectives.
• You try to fight for someone, but they’ve already decided to leave.
• You’re nothing but nice to people, and yet you still get haters.
• You say you don’t care about what some says about you, but in some way it does affect you.
• You want someone to tell you everything from “You’re the only one,” “I’m yours baby, I love you,” and actually mean it, but knowing it only exists in like 1 out of a million relationships
• You want someone to like you but you know they have someone else on their mind.
• You text someone, waiting for a reply, asking yourself why that person doesn’t feel the same for you because if they did, they would’ve replied back already.

I hate that I like you

It’s like I wanna punch you in the face and then hand you a bag of ice so it doesn’t get swollen. Run over you with a car then call an ambulance on your ass so you don’t die. Or push you off of a 10-story building then run down to catch you.

Midterms are finally over!

I just realized midterms are over but I’m still stressing over my test results. I studied my ass out just to find out I haven’t passed one subject. Lol. My major sucks! Not that I lack the motivation and effort, its just that the tests are fucking hard. Especially MS. Like seriously, 5 out of 150 students passed? That’s not freakin valid. Oh well.

I'm no longer a teen :)

I can’t believe I have been on earth for 2 decades already. I just turned 20 last July 3 and I celebrated my day with the most precious people in my life.

So yeah, I pretty much spent 75% of my savings! Gaaaad I’m hella broke right now but I think it’s all worth it. I’ve never been this happy my entire life. I just realized how blessed I am to have such an amazing set of friends! They’ve been with me through thick and thin, despite the crazy person that I am, they still stick with me no matter what and no matter how bitchy I may get, they still accept me for who I am. We have made a million memories together, the times we had were incomparable and we made such a strong bond despite the differences that we have. Guys, you really have no idea how blessed I feel to have you. Really, what else could I ask for. I’m looking forward to you guys painting another colorful pages in my book called life :)

So here’s how my day went:

Had lunch buffet and karaoke at Redbox! The food was delish! I was so tempted to bring the extra food at home. Lol!

Sing your hearts out and shake those bootieessss! xD

Seriously, getting to know these people has to be the best thing that happened to me in college. It’s all fate ;)

Later that night I had another buffet for dinner. Stayed at The Port for like 5 long hours and we were like eating the whole time!

Cheers to more years of awesomeness you guys!

Thank you guys for the best gift ever, iPad! :))

Sadly, Jangee’s missing in this picture.

Lovely Candice and my model friend, Rose :)

Trio- almost all of my best stories comes from the adventures I had with them <3

Road trip with the gang. Rose without licence drives a MANUAL car with Candice as the instructor with only Student’s permit on hand! Craazyyy!

A little taste of Alcohol and sleepover @ Candice’s

So basically that’s how my day went. I HAD THE MOST AMAZING BIRTHDAY WEEKEND EVERRRR! Thank you guys! I love you to infinity and beyond! :*

Just saying

If a girl is stupid enough to love you after you broke her heart, I guarantee you she is the one...but that doesn't necessarily rule out the possibility of the girl being just plain stupid.

Day 4: Anime you’re ashamed you enjoyed

Daddy Long Legs/ Juddie Abott

I guess everyone of us has their own childhood fantasies. Lol.

Day 3: Anime crush

Another tough question. I find it really fascinating to have too many anime crushes over the years. I’m probably a laughing stock to you right now since I’m acting all giddy talking about these hot male leads that aren’t even real. Lol. Anyway, since I have way too many anime crushes, I’m just going to give you my top 6.

6. RYOMA ECHIZEN of The Prince of Tennis

I just love the way he smirks and says “mada mada dane” (though I don’t know what that means) and the way he holds his racket with his so out of the world tennis playing style is just hot. <3

5. LEE SHAORAN and TOUYA KINOMOTO from Card Captor Sakura

Lee Shaoran is my first ever anime crush. He’s young and cute but acts like a man when he does his thing with the sword and he’s totally adorable when he blushes and acts silly in front of Sakura.

On the other hand, Touya Kinomoto is a smart, handsome, cool guy with good physique capable of doing all sorts of chores and overly protective of his sister. Well, what more can you ask for for a big brother? :)

4. REN TSURUGA from Skip Beat

He’s absolutely, definitely gorgeous! The way he acts and speaks is just flawless. Like a perfect drawn male lead. Also, it’s just too cute how he is totally clueless of his own feelings.

3. SASUKE UCHIHA and KAKASHI HATAKE of Naruto

I bet when you first saw Sasuke, you thought he was the coolest anime character alive. I thought the same way too. Hehehe. He maybe evil now just because of his petty revenge but nonetheless he has a good side.

Kakashi once said “My name is Hatake Kakashi. I’m the kind of guy who doesn’t like talking about his likes and his dislikes, my dreams are none of your business and I have many hobbies, none of which I want to tell you.” He is definitely a man with few words and that’s what makes him so damn awesome!

2. NATSUME HYUUGA of Gakuen Alice

The first time I saw Natsume, I just screamed. He’s just one of the guys who are tough outside but really have a soft side. I love him because he’s the badass guy everybody loves <3

1. USUI TAKUMI of Kaichou Wa Maid Sama

Usui Takumi - the reason why otaku girls have high expectations. Dang! Why isn’t he real? He looks extremely attractive in everything he does and wears. The way he delivers his lines, the way he looks, the stares, his playful sexual harassments, his hotness, the way he smirks, it is just so freakin melting. And the way he shows up at the right moments. Gaaahh! He’s just absolutely PERFECT.

Facebook

The most random people add me on Facebook. I don’t even know how some of you find me and we have no mutual friends either. Psssh. Well, sorry guys. I don’t really accept everyone on Facebook.

Day 2: Favorite anime you've watched so far

This is a tough one since I can’t really choose only one so I’m just going to give you 3 of my faves in no particular order.

Naruto Shippuden

I just started watching this anime probably a month ago and I’m already so hooked with it. It has more or less 400 episodes and believe it or not I’ve caught up on all the episodes in just merely 2 weeks. I’ve even read the manga! Addicted much? Lol

Kaichou Wa Maid Sama

How can somebody not like this anime? I know I make such a fuss especially when it comes to shoju series but seriously, KWMS is just one of the best! All the characters are hilarious, the plot is just too good and filled with kawaii scenes plus Usui Takumi is too dreamy and hot and handsome. Words aren’t just enough to describe someone like him. It gives me goosebumps from head to toe. Gaaah!

Card Captor Sakura

Ahhh! This has become a part of my childhood. I still remember going home directly after school just to watch this show. Sakura and Shaoran are just too adorable.

Day 1: First Anime

I think I started three at once and take note I was still in first grade back then. Lol. So young and already addicted to anime.

Sailor Moon

I knew I loved this show when I was a kid. Too bad I can’t remember the whole plot though.

Detective Conan/ Case Closed

This has to be one of my favorite series. I was totally addicted to this and I’ve been watching this show for like 12 years now but I hope they end this soon since it has been running for 16 years already and Ran not knowing where Shinichi is, well it just kills me. And for goodness sake, they’re almost out of cases!

Dragon Ball

K so I’m pretty sure everyone’s been doing the “Kame Hame Wave” stance. Lol. Who doesn’t know San Goku anyway? XD

30-Day Anime Challenge

Day 1 - Very First Anime

Day 2 - Favorite anime you’ve watched so far

Day 3 - Your anime crush

Day 4 - Anime you’re ashamed you enjoyed

Day 5 - Anime character you feel you are most like (or wish you were)

Day 6 - Most annoying anime character

Day 7 - Favorite anime couple

Day 8 - Most epic scene ever

Day 9 - Saddest anime scene

Day 10 - Favorite slice of life anime

Day 11 - Favorite mech series

Day 12 - An ecchi picture from your favorite series

Day 13 - Cosplay of your ‘waifu’ or Husbando’

Day 14 - current (or most recent) anime wallpaper

Day 15 - Post a cute Neko-girl

Day 16 - post a kigurumi cosplay of your favorite anime character

Day 17 - Favorite tsundere

Day 18 - Something moe

Day 19 - Mandatory swimsuit post

Day 20 - Favorite shoujo anime

Day 21 - Best yandere character

Day 22 - Favorite boy’s love couple (or yuri couple, if you don’t like that sort of thing)

Day 23 - Anime you think had the best, or most intrigueing art

Day 24 - Favorite anime hero or heroine

Day 25 - Best anime villian

Day 26 - Your favorite harem anime

Day 27 - Favorite anime opening theme song

Day 28 - Favorite pokemon

Day 29 - Favorite school uniform

Day 30 - Favorite anime ending theme

It Started With A Kiss/ Itazura Na Kiss/ Playful Kiss

I could say that any live drama or anime version of Kaoru Tada’s Itazura na Kiss will always make me fall in love with the story. I just really wonder how will she end her manga if only she finished it before she died.

We Were There

So Bokura Ga Ita or We Were there is basically a story about a high school girl who falls in love with a guy and eventually had a relationship with. The two were inseparable at first just like how every relationships start out but then after a couple of months they struggle to balance the need to understand each other and suffered even petty fights. The final episodes of the series bring out even more drama as the guy leaves separating them for years. This decision throws their relationship into uncertainty while they desperately think about whether they can survive as a couple. The anime ends with the assurance that they will both remain faithful to each other no matter how long the wait.

I pretty much liked this series since I could relate to it myself. I somehow got stuck to reminiscing the good old days..Long distance relationship, expensive calls, pinky promises and all the whatnot. Geez, we we’re such kids back then but yet everything was so real. We were so hopeful and young and believed in happily ever afters but eventually it didn’t end well. Everyone becomes an adult after all.

P.S.

I’m glad I’m finally over it =)

Total performer

Is it possible to be lightweight addicted to a Pinay Pop Artist? Definitely YES! Hands down to Sarah G for being the BEST performer in the country. I think no one could really top the way she performs. From the different genre of songs she sings. From mellow, to pop, to rock to rap and the fabulous moves when she dances. This girl can definitely do anything. She is young but she is beyond her years.

It's just a little crush

I like this floaty feeling I got now. I guess this is the effect of having a crush, I don’t expect anything, actually I’m fine with this, catching myself smiling knowing he’s the reason behind it. Feeling like a hopeless romantic, blogging about him just the pure tingling feeling without the expectations, pain, disappointments and all the what not.. this is just pure bliss.

I wish we could be closer but if that’s not possible and we’ll remain as this. It’s fine. At least I felt this kind of feeling again. :))

People always say that they'd appreciate the truth more

But deep down?

If the truth makes them feel like shit, most people would rather keep on believing all the lies they thought were true and wish they never got to know the truth to begin with.

It's time

It’s been a long time coming, but I know now that I deserve to be happy too. I guess I just held myself back this whole time because I didn’t want to make the same mistakes all over again. Not because I’m still in love with the past or that I’m still hungover with old feelings. I just didn’t want to go into a new relationship giving only 50% of what I can give. You’re not supposed to live your life living in the past, but looking towards the future. It has taken me a long time, but I’ve realized some bigger dreams of mine now.I’m going to be really happy someday, with someone that’s going to see and fight for what's inside my heart. No more looking back, it’s time for me to be happy too.

If we meet again..

I wouldn’t know whether to approach you or act as if I didn’t notice you at all. I wouldn’t know whether to say hi or hello. I wouldn’t know whether to give you a big smile, half smile, or casual smile. I wouldn’t know whether to run up and hug you or just shake your hand. I wouldn’t know whether to act excited or remain calm. I wouldn’t know whether to say how much I’ve missed you or how much we’ve drifted apart from each other. I wouldn’t know whether or not I should end the conversation short because you have somewhere else to go or if you want to continue talking. I wouldn’t know whether I should ask for your new number or just let you walk away again. I don’t exactly know what I would do if we meet again but I’m definitely not looking forward to it.

Vulnerable

You know how vulnerable I get when it comes to you, may it be hearing your name, seeing your picture, what more when receiving a text from you. I could say that I couldn't care less on the effort that you've made, but really, I do. But the point is, things will never be the same between us. The way I see it, the more you talk to me, the harder it is for me to move on. The harder it is for me to move on, the more I don't wanna be associated with you. So please, for the last time, I'm asking you to cut all the remaining ties we have and let's consider ourselves strangers again. It's just easier this way.

About Me or something like that XD

It has been a long time since I've made an "About Me" post on a blog but since this is actually my first post here on Blogspot, I figured I have to do something like this to get a glimpse of who and what are you gonna be following so here I go.

Yup, that's me right there. The name is Lyka, I go by that or any version of that name (Lyks, Bang, Bancs, Lyksy, Lykers, etc.) I just recently turned 20 last July 3rd. I basically blog about anything that I think is appealing. On my blog, you will find obsessive posts about Korean cuties and hot men on movies. LMAO. My life basically revolves around the few movies and series I cry over and watch every night. I may not look like it but I'm also an Otaku. I am a big fan of anime and I easily get hooked especially on the RomCom genres. I'm pretty much a better dancer than a singer. I daydream a lot and dream of having to travel the world before I die. I'm not perfect but I have no pretensions either. I made this blog to serve as my catharsis for my random thoughts and emotions. So I guess that's pretty much about it :)